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awooligan

CLIFFORD NORMAN
UN: REDRIDINGHOODIE

STATUS: grade 11

ACCOLADES: n/a.

BIO: name's cliff. let me know if you'll buy cigarettes and shit for me, we can work something out.

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From:

awooligan

hey
are you busy?

From:

kept_his_letters

No.
Not so busy I can't text.
Is something wrong?

From:

awooligan

herald shit again
there's a way I know I can help and they want me to, but I'm feeling kind of weird about it after meeting your dad

From:

kept_his_letters

Ah.
Well, even if you can, you probably don't have to.
I mean, I don't think they make everyone do that.
But, you know, Papá is different.
He says his kind is rare.
What do they want, exactly?

From:

awooligan

yeah, but I don't want the world getting all messed up
people that can track undead and maybe fight them
I might not even have to worry about the blight thing since I've already got it
but I don't know... how do we know they're not in there somewhere?

From:

kept_his_letters

I guess, the thing is, we don't.
Papá would probably know.
He'd say some story and things would make sense.
But if it were me, I'd probably struggle too.
Maybe end up a zombie cause of it.

There might be other people on the mission who can give advice.
Maybe they can sense them or speak to them.
But I guess the thing you could think about is
well, whether someone else will be hurt.
We don't know how to fix every kind of undead.
But we can help the people who are still alive.
If you think you can do something to get the undead back without killing them, that's great,
just make sure you're being careful too, okay?

From:

awooligan

[bzz bzz, time to be reassured! or, you know, not. that would have been a lot to expect of her, to be fair...]

yeah
I don't know
what could I even do? pray they like dogs enough to snap them out of it? yeah right
not like I'd let them touch me even if that happened

sorry
it's not that big a deal, just a thought I had
but if there was a way to get them back, people would have done it already, right? it's not like I know anything about any of this, so it's not going to be new

From:

kept_his_letters

Don't say that.
Please.
Whenever you say it's not a big deal, it is.

[And she... hates it. She hates how much more helpless it makes her feel.]

You don't have to apologize.
In any case, It's a big world.
You never know what's been tried.
But it would probably take a lot of work.
You'd have to round up the dead in a way that doesn't hurt them, you, or anyone else.
Then you'd have to study. A lot. Or find someone who has.
Maybe Papá could help there.
He told me he tried things on himself.

From:

awooligan

seriously, it's

sorry

that isn't tr

don't worry about it

[...Just ignore it. It's not a big deal.]

I don't want to give up on them, but I don't know what I'm supposed to do.
I can barely keep my shit together with this wolf stuff
I can't do that stuff without someone getting hurt
I mean, I was right there with you and you still got hurt

From:

kept_his_letters

That wasn't your fault.
None of that.
Don't forget that you helped me out more than anything.

But, maybe that's the thing you've got to think about.
Don't worry about saving everyone.
Sometimes you can't.
It's about doing whatever you can to help as much as you can.
If you can't do that all without people getting hurt, do the next best thing
and remember that it's your best.
Forgive yourself for it.
Wolf or not, you're still human.

From:

awooligan

it shouldn't have happened

[Not her getting injured, and not her being taken away, separated from them in the first place. It was okay in the end, but... It shouldn't have happened.]

yeah
thanks

[He doesn't want her words to be such a punch to the gut, but they are. She could just mean it as that old saying, "you're only human," but he knows she knows what he struggled with feeling, even if he should know better. Being a werewolf makes him a monster. Being blighted makes him infected. Being different from his family, friends, and everyone he'd ever known before coming here makes him afraid, because what if they think something's wrong with him? What if there is?]

I don't like that they used to be people, but I'll have to do something anyway
at least I know there is stuff I can do to help

I'm glad you got to go home but I wish you were still around, too

From:

kept_his_letters

:(

[It shouldn't have but... she rather thinks that's her own fault.]

I think that's understandable.
It's hard just to think about.

[Harder still to be there.]

I don't know that I'd be very useful with all this.
I'd probably get in the way.
Even if I kind of wish I could be both places at once.
Or maybe just that you were my neighbour or something.

From:

awooligan

I don't mean here for all this crap
obviously I'm glad you're away from it
I miss hanging out with you is all
being neighbors would be good
you'd be that cool girl next door

From:

kept_his_letters

Haha, cool, sure.
I guess you just have to move to México then!
And you'll have to learn to speak Spanish.

From:

awooligan

yo hablo un poco

From:

kept_his_letters

¿Un poquito?
¿De Verdad?

Edited Date: 2020-12-03 07:30 am (UTC)

From:

awooligan

uhhh sí y ¿que?

From:

kept_his_letters

It means you definitely have to visit me.
And I don't have to fumble with English as much!

From:

awooligan

I don't think you fumble but it isn't fair to make you the one always using another language
I'll practice more so I don't embarrass you on your home turf